Am I Pregnant?
Am I Pregnant?
The twins say no. My husband says no but….I think I must be!
Am I cranky, moody and having cravings? Yes! But that’s normal.
Have I taken a test or missed a period? Nope but I must be pregnant!
Because I keep receiving baby diapers, baby formula and numerous certificates, coupons and discounts on baby items in the mail.
I am not sure what list I have been placed on. But somewhere along the line I have been added to an expectant moms list. Now if this is God’s way of letting me know that I will be having another baby soon it is a great sign of His sense of humor.
We have talked about having another baby and quite frankly, we are on the fence.
On one hand it would be an amazing blessing and it would be a brand new adventure to have only one baby at a time. I missed out on a lot of quiet moments because there were always two and I was always rushing to change diapers, get babies fed and trying to sneak in a few moments of rest.
But on the other hand…our girls are six; they sleep in, can bathe and dress themselves, play quietly (most of the time) together and can even make their own breakfast with some supervision.
I am 40 and I know the biological time clock is ticking but I can honestly say I am content either way. I love having my two girls and it is the perfect number when the four of us go on outings.
It is a bit scary to think that if we were to get pregnant again we may get another set of twins! Because of my age and the fact that we already have had twins there is a very real chance that it can happen! On some level I think this would be so cool and on a more conscious level I think this would be crazy! I guess I will just leave this decision up to God and my body.
In the mean time my little niece and our little friends are enjoying a lot of goodies.
So…for the record…no I am not pregnant…but if they send me a “free” trip to a mommy expo…I am so there!